It’s about time I stop making the same mistake over and over again. I won’t let myself pass this up. I was forced to learn patience, how to trust and love who I am and it’s time to apply what I’ve learned. I’m ready.
I seriously need to trust myself 100%,because every time I don’t trust my initial instinct, it bites me right in the tushy.
Besides, it’s just you and me from here on out, Emilee.
Both my older brothers are getting married this year. Oy vey..
I’m finally perfectly fine being alone without being lonely. No one dare try to change that.
Found my car! Had to whip out $200 to get it out of the city lot and $100 for a new battery and I have yet to get the license plates,but it’s all in one piece! :) thanks everyone for the positivity and prayers~
Now time to study for finals and some papers to be done. Then home I go to The Bay Area I go!
From July 2009 till October 2013, from being 17 to 22 (last one being my 22nd birthday and featuring my best friends).
Years of depression and actually giving effort to work out does wonders and all the phases of hair colors I’ve been through. I went from being 148 to 133 with lotsa ups and downs in between.
Yup, this is my body. I’m short,chubby and with big pinay thighs and I’m okay with it. Judge away~
I still walk around with stab wounds in my back, but I sincerely do wish well for the people who’ve put them there. I don’t delight in harboring hate for people, especially those who aren’t in my life anymore. It’s ultimately pointless.
I hope they’re better people than who they were when I left. It’s also pointless for people to still be talking since I’m not the same person I was when I was around. If you’re still fixated on the person I was then, you probably haven’t moved much either and that’s why we’re not friends anymore. You’re stuck in the past and in your old, same ways.
I don’t need the negativity around me and in me when I’m trying make room for what I’m meant to do. I have no room to hate or for hate. Free yourself from the negativity that’s only destroying you and not me anymore.I’ll forgive without an apology. You know how to contact me, but that’s no guarantee on obtaining any trust again.
Just finished watching Legend of Korra…
TT____TT I’m crying internally. Use the tears,water tribe..uuhuhuhhuuuguughhh!!